Heroicism is Stoicism

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(no subject)	[Apr. 14th, 2004\|06:17 pm]
first ten are in. apply now. my friends comm. ___fuckyou ___fuckyou ___fuckyou ___fuckyou ___fuckyou
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my tree

[Apr. 12th, 2004|09:37 pm]

[	sanity	\|	down	]
[	drug of choice	\|	The Way Things Are-Fiona Apple	]

( do it now biotches cuz mine was true )

inhibitions are dishonest

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[Apr. 11th, 2004|01:19 pm]

[	sanity	\|	thirsty	]
[	drug of choice	\|	cut the curtains-billy talent	]

had it since feb 18th i dont know why it took me so fucking long to get this shit up

[Apr. 6th, 2004|12:25 pm]

[

drug of choice

False Advertising-Bright Eyes-Lifted... or The Story is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground

]

♥

[Apr. 2nd, 2004|11:22 am]

[	sanity	\|	peaceful	]
[	drug of choice	\|	Screaming Infidelities-Dashboard Confessional-The Swiss Army Romance	]

im lying naked in bed.
chris just left.
the sun shines through the cracks.
dashboard is playing for the first time in moths
its perfect.

[Mar. 31st, 2004|09:16 am]

[

drug of choice

Cody-Mogwai-Come on Die Young

]

sorry i was just wondering:

is it possible to be self-aware to the point of mastication?

[Mar. 31st, 2004|09:07 am]

[

drug of choice

Alpha Beta Gaga-AIR-Talkie Walkie

]

PS i organized pictures on photobucket but really all that means is i stole from lizzy

zoe_rose and i added all my spring break woohoo!. check em out for reals though.

http://img6.photobucket.com/albums/v19/flashlightred/
password: booger LIKE DUH!

the ache in my tummy rivals that of the ache in my lungs

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[Mar. 31st, 2004|09:03 am]

[	sanity	\|	infuriated	]
[	drug of choice	\|	Another Day-AIR	]

IF MY FUCKING ROOMMATE DOESNT SHUT THE FUCK UP i REALLY AM GOING TO GO INSANE!!! its not a joke. im typing so fast out of crazy frustration right now!!!!!!! shes been on the phone shouting in chinese since 7:30am!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK????!!!!!!!!

THANK GOD that i have acquired a beautiful room for next semester in phelan. and i have a beautiful roommate hilary, who shall inadvertantly rock my socks off. if she ends up actually living on campus next year. and matt is only a stones throw away from me, sanity sanity. chris shall be rooming one floor below me which is good, because if this godsend ends the heartbreak of seeing him will be so much too much.

i am not allowed to go see him until 10:30 and its only 9oclock. i miss him. i need to do laundry and work. i am going to get he and i jamba juice at 10:00 and then run to his room to love him. i skipped my, ahhh am skipping, my 10:30 mtg with schramm because i have neither a draft for our new paper, nor the final copy of the old one. and a mtg at 2:40 with sens, should be wonderful. set up a makeup work schedule.

MAKE UP WORK is the new obsenity of my life. if i never get behind in my work again in my life it will be too soon. i JUST WANT TO STOP ALL OF THIS. drop out? no, not necessarily, but what? i wish my mom would just fly down to me for the weekend to rub my head and do my homework with me. i hate RESPONSIBILITY. i am not an adult, mostly because i keep myself back. i am not scared (SCRATCH that i am deathly frightened of adulthood). what to do?

oh god oh god. i always have to pee. i always have to clean. i always have to write. and i NEVER want to research a GODDAMN idea again!!!!!! im changing my major to business. (not really...?)